WOW what can I say?  So much crap going on.  The divorce is STILL not over.  WHY?  because of larry's lawyer holding on to shit for longer than he needs to.  AHH the joys!!!!!

My father and I got into a HUGE arguement over soemthign STUPID!  he was so mad about the freezer comming un latched and I had checked it like 4 times to make sure it closed.  Well anyway I said I was sorry, and told him i tried.  and he out and out called me a liar.  Well I said then why does it matter...  all you do is say Im lying anyway.  Well my own father got in my face and not yelled, but screamed FUCK YOU.  that was it I came unglued.  I told him that when he was married to mom he did that shit to her, but I was NOT going to put up with his BS and he will not talk to me that way.  I mean get real, for ONE I have 3 kids here that he scared to death, for 2..  Im his own child, and a lady.

Oh well, he found out Im not going to bow down and take his shit lol

It is storming so bad out tonight.  It started to hail and my kdis flipped LOL  I told my girls it was just raining ice and they were like OH HOW COOL..  my son.  Man he still flipped out!

How is everyone's weekend going!?  mIne is going alright.  My mom has the girls, so its just me and my son.  So we watched movies and played around and stuff.  Had a blast! 

I had to take my meds last night which made me loooooopy.  I slept realy good though.  Which is good, I needed that, and I am still feeln good!!!  YA!!!!!

I need to start workn in PSP again.  I havent made anything new in a while. In a creative slump I guess....not so good!  Ill get it back don't worry!!!!!!

Well I will let ya go.....and hope yo see some taggggs on my board

WHY are men such assholes!?!?!?!?  I had my custody and child support hearing this past Monday.  I found out Larry has been living in La for 2 months.  Called his kids all of 2 times and saw them ONCE at Chloe's party....  PRETENDING that he still lived in Tx!!!!!  He now lives with his MOMMIE, who drives him anywhere he needs to go, although he has a brand new truck...His mommie talks for him, and makes his choices too.  It wouldn't suprise me if his mommie doesn't pick out his clothes in the mornings, dress him AND bathe him.  I swear most men just need to grow the fuck up!!!

With all of that going on, I am getting over the flu.  Man!!!  It kicked my booootay royally!  I still have the cough, you know how they like to lingure.  I am feeling SO much better now though!

So where are all my people!!! No one loves me anymore!  Come back!!!!  I command you LOL

I have been doing some work on my website Delicate Whispers.  I added a forum.  You should check that out..  and let me know what I should add.  I am no way done with it yet. www.DelicateWhispers.com

I think I am going to change the look of my blog around.  SO be ready for that!!!!

Wow...  Man it has been since Fat Tuesday I have written!  Alot has been goin on  Kids have been suffering with allergies, now I HAVE them lol 

Chloe had her birthday party this past Saterday.  None of the kids from her class came, and she sent 20 invitations one for each student.  Her father came with his mom his dad, and his sisters 3rd child.  They didnt socialize or anything.  Larry pumped Abbie full of questions about when she stayed with My mom.  Abbie refuses to stay with her father at his moms house.  So she went out of town with my mom for the weekend.  I did keep her a day out of school.  No big damn deal sheesh  Chloe went to see him with Nick Sterday morning, but then decided she wanted to stay with my gramma with Abbie that night, so I told her it was her choice.  I will not make them see him if they dont wanna.  If he judge says I have to after the 28th, then so be it, I have to...  otherwise Im not gonna.

Our water heated busted yesterday.  So the girls got to stay with my mom so they could take a bath for school and all.its fixed now.  TG!!!!

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Happpy FAT Tuesday everyone!!!!!    Eat all you want!  I hope someone goes to some parades.....  catch me some beads will ya?  LOL  I have never been to Mardi Gras..and I live in La!!!  I have managed to catch a collection of VIRTUAL MG beads!!!!  Don't forget tomorrow is ASH wednessday!  I hope your celebrations are just awesome!

Here is a lil Louisiana Humor

Sorry itss been a few days.  Im stll not feeling well from my surgeries.  Still cannot eat and NOT feel sick, but feel sick if I dont eat LOL

but hey, thats life right?  RIGHTTTT

Moving on.....

Man o man do I ever miss my sweetheart.  LDR's are so hard at times.  I need to see him so bad and just be held in his arms.  I know some of you can relate.  There are just those times when you can only relate one on one in person.  We are having one of those times, and I dunno when we will see each other, but we are commited to making us work.  And we are so in love..  and I found out how deep he is today.

Anyways, My girl's were in a Mardi Gras Parade at their school Friday, HAD SO MUCH FUN!  All these Pre K and Kindergarden students dressed up and throwing beads and candy and stuff to older students.  It was so cute.  One of these years Imma get to go to real MG.  AS for now.  THROW ME SOME VIRTUAL BEADS!!!!

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Hey everyone!  How is everyone on this FINE rainy, cloudy, Wed morning!  LOL  I love the rain.  But I don't have my sweetheart here to share it with.  So I kinda am not liking it at the moment

Anyways...  You heard me talk about www.virtualarmory.com before.  I have some honor bands.  I want to honor certain soldiars.  I have some military pen pals that I take care of and I have honored them on some.  Does anyone have a family member I can honor?  A friend or someone they know?  If so PLEASE let me know.  Our men and women over seas mean a great deal to me.  And like I said before....

It does NOT matter if we think this war is right or wrong.  What DOES matter is they need our support.  They are giving their lives for US as a unit...  and they DID sign up for this.  So why should we punish them for something that isnt there fault?

OK Anyway.  I dont wanna sound like Im bitchn anyone out or talkn bad about anyone, even those who dissagree with the reasons we are over there in the first place.  So lets move on shall we.

I just have to share with you guys something my bf said to me the other day.  He has been moving in a new house this past week.  The poor love has been doing it all by himself.  All his stuff, and that of his 8 yr old son.  Which means we haven't gotten to talk much at all.  Right now we are in a LDR...so communication is of the upmost importance for it to work.  Well, anyway...we were talking a few nights ago and soon as he spoke it was..." BABY!!! GOD I miss you.  Do you have ANY idea how much I love you?" 

Guys can I tell you my heart just exploded.  It felt so good to hear that. You say..  hmm that is something simple.  But don't forget Im someone that never heard things like this before.  So its like...  the first time LOL

OK thats all for right now anyway.  I have some pretty cool shares in my last few post.  Things I got in email and posted for you to enjoy.  so read on!

A strong woman walks sure-footedly ... but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls... 

HMMM First of all is this font small enough for all you people who are blessed with eyes that work?  HEHEHE lol

GREAT, now that is settled.  I wanna talk to you about what is called a HERO BAND!!!

You go to this site..  www.virtualarmory.com and order a hero band.  It is FREE....  EVEN the shipping is FREE!  WHn you get it in ther eis a seriel # inside..  you go back to that site and register it.  And your linked to a soldier that is honoring our contries values.

NOW NOW....  Im not bitching and Im not pushing the issue down your throat.

HOWEVER, I do think that we can all agree......It doesn't matter if you think war is right or wrong, what DOES matter is our men and women knowing we stand behind THEM, and we value them and thank them for all they do for us.  I am a military brat and my ex husband was in the Army and now serves int eh National Guard.  I have always and will always support our men and women, no matter if I agree with WHY they are doing what they are doing.

I recently lost a friend locally in Iraq.  One thing sticks in my mind from an interview he had with our paper...." Those people on 9-11-01 didn't sign up to give their life for our country...  but I did..."

That is all I have to say on that issue..

My sweet Charles.  He is moving into a house today!!!  Im so happy and excited for him.  He and his son are gonna have their own place and they both are justr outta their minds excited!  I just wish I could be there for them and help them!!!  I feel really bad cause I'm not, but I will be soon.

I have been so sick since my surgeries.  I went to the er 2 nights back to back this past week.  I was in my dr's office betweent hose visits.  I have 2 dr's calling me and checking to see how I am doing.  One good thing.  I've lost 25 pounds!  Which is gret, the only thing is.  I am loosing it cause I cannot eat.  I look like Ive lost some.  but I dont think I look like Ive lost 25.  But hey who knows right?  I will take it!!!